Wednesday, July 22, 2009

friends are truly a man's best...whatever! :p

I haven't felt this feeling for a long time. A feeling of eagerness to be with people whom you shared millions of laughter with. Waking up this morning is just the usual "waking up" that i do except for one thing. A thought suddenly pondered into my sleepy mind about valuing a certain thing. A thing that not all people have in this BIG world. A thing that we cannot afford to lose and can depend on when we feel that the world is turning away from us. I'll be straight to the point-Friendship.(sorry for having a dragging intro.peace :p)

This thought triggered my heart because of the realization that as time goes by, people get in and out of our lives but only a few can be called "friends"(true friends to be exact.hehe). A friend of mine will be leaving soon to follow his family in the states and maybe, pursue his dreams there. We've shared lots and lots of memories together with our barkada. We've been together during the time of triumphs and defeats of life. Through the peaks of mountains and trenches of the seas. We've experienced things together, and not alone. But i guess time has come to enter a new dimension and face the big world without their company. A time when all we can depend upon is just ourselves. Despite this fact, i know and believe that is this not the goodbye that we often see in movies and comic books. As the song goes "somewhere down the road, our roads are gonna cross again. It doesn't really matter when". A time would come that we'll become persons who have fulfilled their dreams. We'll grow old together valuing our friendship. For now, we just need to go with the flow of life and someday, our roads will meet again. Someday...someday...

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

buena mano.

Expressing one's self can be done in random ways. I guess that's the reason why I'm writing some nonsense stuff that a nonsense person is reading right now. (kidding :p) I've been trying to create my so called "blog" but i don't have the guts to do it and to publicize my thoughts. And after hundreds of years(hyperbole), tadaaaaa! I've done it!! I don't know what came into my mind that i suddenly went to "blogspot.com" and clicked the sign up button.


Enough with the nonsense. Classes have been suspended for 10 days because of some cases of A(H1N1) or hini, as our filipino teacher called it.hahaha never thought that H1N1 has a filipino translation. I miss school.haha sounds ironic but beeing home without nothing to do can be so quite boring since going to malls is a "no no" this time because of continous bombing here in mindanao. And so I've left with no choice but to stay home,hear the ticking of the clock and daydream.haha I go to my neighbor, este! love's(seeehhh.haha) house for quite some time to ease the boredom. We do random stuffs like watching tv,surfing the net and most especially.............................................................................................................
eat!! it's not what you think.hahaha. I've nothing more to say for now. So till next time...chao!

our deepest fear.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us.Its in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear. Our presence automatically liberates others.