Tomorrow's gonna be the start of something unusual for me. I guess I'll be missing jac more than I've ever missed her before. The thought that we wouldn't be classmates for this semester can really cause some mixed emotions.

sigh...not in the mood to write. bye

Thoughts kept pondering on my mind about opening my blog and write some stuff just to update things. Its been awhile since I've done my last post and I must admit that some things became unusual for me. First semester is finally over and that means I don't need to open my accounting stuffs and worksheets every night just to cope up with the requirements and lessons in school. *sigh* haha! I'm just hoping that I got soaring grades last semester and mm(y)mp-make my mama proud. haha! I'm currently enjoying the feeling of not worrying on what is going to happen tomorrow. The feeling where you need not to prepare for anything and just live life less serious. I've been busy teaching tennis to some kids. Seeing them hit some balls and enjoying the game makes me feel privileged and proud for the fact that I have contributed to their enjoyment. Things really are going in the right way in my life. Wish me more luck,my friends. *wink*

09/13/09

Blogging on a Sunday night feels great! I don't need to wake up early tomorrow since my class will start at 1 pm. Semifinal exams will start this week and that mean's our teachers made a lot of requirements. Enough with all the school works. :p

If you're wondering why the title of this entry is 09/13/09, its because iiits.....(drumroll) our 18th!haha. Its just one proof that time passes by so fast. Its as if it was only yesterday that we became a couple. I remembered the time when i came back from Manila and I saw jac at the mall together with her family. That was the first time we saw each other for about three months and at that moment, I just did'nt know what to do because I'm too shy to talk to her and I'm sure she would'nt talk to me either.Thank God we are comfortable with each others company today.haha As of now, things are going pretty well for us. Our families know about our relationship and I even go to their house every now and then. God is really good,isn't he?:)

speechless.

with all the things that are happening at this point, i don't exactly know how to face some realities that are slowly showing up. My mind and heart are filled with mixed emotions that I cannot exactly explain. At one point I'll burst in happiness but suddenly it fades. I guess there really should be a balance in nature. :p

Changes come into our lives in situations we don't expect. People come in and out to show their care and sometimes tears us into pieces. There are those that we unconsciously take advantage of and realize their worth when everything's gone and there are those whom we give our attention to and not realizing that we're blinded by their true colors.Sometimes we're too sensitive and over react and some people are also too numb to feel it. A lot of changes had happened during the past few days which made me feel that indeed, I am lucky enough to be in this kind of situation. I am lucky to have people which continuously walk by me through this journey. I have nothing more to ask considering the endless blessing that the Lord has given me. Words can't explain my happiness at this point in time especially that I have someone who accompanies me whatever the situation is. She's the cherry of my cake, apple of my eye(:P), the sun of my rainy days. I cannot imagine who would I be without her unconditional love for me. Infinite thank yous are not enough to equate all the things she made realized during the past 506 days(to be exact) of my life.If she's reading this, I just want to say thank you for giving me the best time of my life...so far..









happier memories to come! (:

friends are truly a man's best...whatever! :p

I haven't felt this feeling for a long time. A feeling of eagerness to be with people whom you shared millions of laughter with. Waking up this morning is just the usual "waking up" that i do except for one thing. A thought suddenly pondered into my sleepy mind about valuing a certain thing. A thing that not all people have in this BIG world. A thing that we cannot afford to lose and can depend on when we feel that the world is turning away from us. I'll be straight to the point-Friendship.(sorry for having a dragging intro.peace :p)

This thought triggered my heart because of the realization that as time goes by, people get in and out of our lives but only a few can be called "friends"(true friends to be exact.hehe). A friend of mine will be leaving soon to follow his family in the states and maybe, pursue his dreams there. We've shared lots and lots of memories together with our barkada. We've been together during the time of triumphs and defeats of life. Through the peaks of mountains and trenches of the seas. We've experienced things together, and not alone. But i guess time has come to enter a new dimension and face the big world without their company. A time when all we can depend upon is just ourselves. Despite this fact, i know and believe that is this not the goodbye that we often see in movies and comic books. As the song goes "somewhere down the road, our roads are gonna cross again. It doesn't really matter when". A time would come that we'll become persons who have fulfilled their dreams. We'll grow old together valuing our friendship. For now, we just need to go with the flow of life and someday, our roads will meet again. Someday...someday...

buena mano.

Expressing one's self can be done in random ways. I guess that's the reason why I'm writing some nonsense stuff that a nonsense person is reading right now. (kidding :p) I've been trying to create my so called "blog" but i don't have the guts to do it and to publicize my thoughts. And after hundreds of years(hyperbole), tadaaaaa! I've done it!! I don't know what came into my mind that i suddenly went to "blogspot.com" and clicked the sign up button.


Enough with the nonsense. Classes have been suspended for 10 days because of some cases of A(H1N1) or hini, as our filipino teacher called it.hahaha never thought that H1N1 has a filipino translation. I miss school.haha sounds ironic but beeing home without nothing to do can be so quite boring since going to malls is a "no no" this time because of continous bombing here in mindanao. And so I've left with no choice but to stay home,hear the ticking of the clock and daydream.haha I go to my neighbor, este! love's(seeehhh.haha) house for quite some time to ease the boredom. We do random stuffs like watching tv,surfing the net and most especially.............................................................................................................
eat!! it's not what you think.hahaha. I've nothing more to say for now. So till next time...chao!